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What now?

Hard to believe that’s over. And now I’m back at work. So what do I do now?

There’s a few long-ish stories I’d like to tell about our time in China. They are things I should have blogged along the way, but daily life was just a bit too intense to stop and write things down. At the end of many days I was exhausted.

I’d like to say I’m slowing down for a while, but since landing in Santa Barbara we have been totally focused on finding a place to live. It’s a bit slower than I thought it would be, but we are carefully deliberating. That, and it’s a holiday weekend, so most people aren’t in a hurry to do anything.

The hotel we’re staying at is nicer than my previous SB apartment. And I think the room is actually larger than it. The sofa is really comfortable–I haven’t had a sofa in quite a while. Generally, I’ve just been enjoying being soft the past couple days, as we pour over Craigslist ads and run around town looking at apartments. Speaking of which, it’s time to go.

Settling in.

This first week has been eventful, exciting even. But exhausting at the same time. It seems we are starting everything from scratch: outfitting the apartment, learning to navigate, assessing the level of my students.

To start with we have been buying lots of basics for the apartment: plates, bowls, chopsticks. But I hear from my other Fulbrighters that they are working on the same tasks. Even the students on campus are doing much the same thing! The night before classes started the local super-duper-market was filled with young people buying essentially the same things as us:

From Wuhan Arrival

Toilet paper, instant noodles, Pringles. That first night we were still lacking a refrigerator, so were still in snack mode. I think we quickly got tired of restaurants, because frozen potstickers were on the menu before the end of the week. This is doubly strange since factory-made ones from the store cost exactly what hand-made fresh ones do on the street. But there’s something about eating at home that appealed to us (something other than instant noodles, yoghurt chilled on the balcony, and Pringles that is).

By Wednesday I was ready to just take a day off from the logistics of teaching and settling, so we set off across the river to Hankou—the central business district of the city, and home to its art museum. We had hoped for Belgian brew-pub food, but the Lonely Planet recommended restaurant had moved 10 months earlier, and there was no evidence that it had ever been at its advertised location anyway. It took an embarrassing number of minutes of walking up and down the street before thinking to call their phone number. Interestingly, the same friend who called in the middle of our wandering (which reminded me that I had a phone) called last night asking me about the exact same restaurant. In an even more amazing piece of serendipity, we were having yet another navigation problem at the exact same time! The campus bus, which I thought we had mastered, went backwards on its route!

Today (Saturday afternoon) brought another navigation error: this time by myself on the bus. I missed my stop by a long shot. Things started looking edge-city-ish, so I abandoned the bus and ducked into a coffeeshop and had the waitress point to where we were on the map. Sure enough: I was a good 3 miles past my intended destination. A quick cab ride brought me back to my intended destination: an intersection that includes multiple department stores and the one place that I know will sell me actual coffee rather than instant. So here I sit at Startbucks with a ½ kilo of medium-ground beans in my backpack. They share the space with ham, cheese, bread, pasta, and tomato sauce.

Please don’t think we’re soft. Sure, we had KFC last night. But I had the crabs!

From Wuhan Arrival

L picked the location, I suppose thinking it would be familiar and easy to negotiate (we’re never quite sure what we’re going to get in a Chinese restaurant). I didn’t have the heart to warn her ahead of time that negotiating Chinese fast food is often more difficult than throwing yourself on the mercy of the 服务员 at a restaurant. (Think about it: ‘you want fries with that?’ ‘you know, if you get a combo meal, it’s cheaper.’ ‘The crabs take a few minutes’)I was also heartless enough to send her downstairs to get the food herself. It took her about 20 minutes.

All this said, there are many familiar things and we have plenty of friends to help us. The first week of class here is much like the first week of class anywhere else: right down to the first lab assignment:

From Wuhan Arrival

OK, it’s time for me to go buy a pot to boil our spaghetti in. And figure out exactly what sort of vessel I am going to make my coffee with.
(Click on any of the photos to see the whole album, or follow this here link.)

Getting what you want—sort of.

Yep—that’s whipped cream on that sushi. We splurged at the mall last night for Japanese-like food. L voted for Sichuan, but I was spiced out for the day and actually had a taste for something a bit non-Chinese. I was culture-shocked out for the day after struggling to be understood by the folks in our building.

It’s now Sunday morning and I am hoping the semi-sunny skies will open up today so that we can actually see our view of East Lake. Our SIM hosts have been wonderful: a welcome banquet Friday night with the dean and department chair, along with many of the same characters I met last October. Upon arrival, we walked down a long hallway of private dining rooms with a uniformed waitress outside each one who bowed and greeted us. It was a bit surreal—I felt like we were being led to see the emperor.

The SIM professors are obviously a tight-knit group and have a very close working relationship. L pointed out that one of them obviously speaks frankly and strongly with the dean—I guess we’d say that she keeps him honest. We were told that I will have four assistants: one for each class that I am teaching, and two for “day to day life.” My Ref & Research Services TA will be Lava—who helped me buy my phone last year and who I had already set a date with to buy housewares yesterday afternoon. More on that below.

Our biggest issue right now is dealing with our apartment. While it seemed nice at first glance, it didn’t take long to find some major flaws. Like: it’s filthy. Like it got replastered, repainted, then leaked, and the workers never cleaned up between those three events. Oh—they also hadn’t bothered to cover the furniture, so the tops of the two cabinets are covered in chunks of fallen plaster and several generations of grime. Don’t get me wrong—the room had been cleaned, but obviously no one ever stood on a chair and looked on top. Like many things in China: an effort was made, but something was flawed in the execution.

So Saturday morning we snuck out and bought a bucket and cleaning supplies:

Lydia spent the whole afternoon washing floors and sweeping the concrete out of the gap between the laminate flooring and the wall, while I went out and scored kitchen supplies. The effort paid off handsomely, as we now have a love-hate relationship with our apartment and our location and the building staff.

Love-hate how? Well: all the while yesterday we were also attempting to deal with having no hot water or cooking gas and a refrigerator that runs but does not get cold. We asked a number of questions upon arrival Friday (re: sheets, towels, hot water, drinking water, fridge, gas). Some were dealt with immediately, some were answered with ‘ask Monday.’ And that’s totally ok! We are coming off of a long holiday break and we arrived on Friday afternoon. Think about trying to get something done in the US on Thursday December 30—that’s about when we arrived here.

So here are our accomplishments:

  • Several towels were delivered—the changing of we can discuss with our floor attendants on Monday
  • This morning a worker came and removed our dead fridge and I taught the lady who accompanied him how to say “refrigerator” (the Chinese word for which I think has now been cemented into my brain: 冰箱). I was pleased to remember the word for ‘the day after tomorrow,’which is apparently when the new fridge will arrive if they can’t fix the old
  • A hot-and-cold water dispenser (a bubbler to some of you) was delivered yesterday afternoon
  • We anticipate delivery of cooking gas tomorrow.
  • Hot water did come out of the tap after we ran it for a full hour, as the desk attendant insisted upon. Mysteriously and suspiciously, after 40 minutes the hot-water side of the tap completely shut off, it gurgled for ten minutes, and then warm water started to flow.

Outstanding issues:

  • Despite being warm, the shower is reminiscent of Murray Manor (only my immediate family and Kramer will catch the reference—sorry everyone).
  • The clothes washer is a mysterious creature that is sitting ominously in the bathroom—we will eventually need to tame it.
  • It seems inevitable that the kitchen tap is going to fall off. Previous tenants left us a note about it.
  • There is a city of hairy beasts living behind the bathtub caulk
  • I am a little disheartened that my wife had to spend her first day on her hands and knees scrubbing floors. I am happy to receive suggestions on how to make it up to her.

All that said, our place has tremendous potential and the view (which as of yet is theoretical due to pollution) is tremendous. We are getting plenty of light in the bedroom and office. The kitchen and living/dining room look out into the forest on the side of Luojia Hill. And it is twice as big, at least, as my apartment in Santa Barbara.

A Saturday outing.

As I mentioned, I did have a shopping date with Lava yesterday afternoon. The original plan was to meet up with one of the student Fulbrighters and head to a market street, but flexibility is our middle name. I hadn’t called him upon arrival, and Lava suggested we start at a supermarket instead of on the street. Better quality. She did, however, say at each junction which item might be cheaper at ‘plastic street’—which is what I’ve taken to calling the market she showed me last October. We’ll get there for our remaining items once we are more settled. It will most likely deserve a post of its own.

We met near the big gate (that’s simply what it’s called: 武大大门)and I immediately showed my colors by mistaking the quiet young man with her for her boyfriend. It turns out that he is one of my day-to-day life helpers. I am tempted to call him Sherpa, as he insisted on carrying most of the purchases himself. After sorting that out, we discussed my syllabus and all of the many mysterious logistics of the impending term. Lava is the head of her cohort and today is responsible for sending everyone their class schedules: school starts tomorrow and nobody knows what classes they are taking yet.

Seriously.

I was just happy that she had already been informed that she is my TA. It would be a little awkward to be the one to deliver the news. And I’m doubly happy that she is the one and my other TA is Jessica—who I also met last October. Two less mysteries. And a mental relief, as both of their English abilities are more than up to the task.

Sherpa, while silent to the point of muteness, obviously understands what is going on, as he is the only person to laugh at my jokes so far. After the supermarket, he is the person who suggested the small store where I bought my wok and knife (for about half the price of the chain store). We also poked our heads into the closest vegetable market to campus, and then sat down to lunch. Spicy carrot and beef Sichuan soup, eggplant, and baby boks.

So this afternoon we will continue to scratch our heads and make guesses at what is in store for us. Tomorrow, we expect some questions to be answered, some to remain unsolved, and many, many issues to remain inscrutably Chinese.

We arrived without incident in Kunming after a loooooong full day of travel. We left our hotel room at 6am on Thursday and arrived at our Chinese hotel at 11pm Friday. Realtime, about 22 hours of travel time. It would have been longer but we had really short layovers between our three flights. Everything was very smooth—including the United transfer person who intercepted us at PEK to help us check into our China Eastern flight (and huckstered us for a small tip—which was just fine and dandy, since we would have had to negotiate our slightly overweight (by Chinese standards) bags.

The hotel that the American Embassy arranged is fantastic. It’s a little more expensive than we would typically pick on our own (about $120 a night—cheap for a major American city, but troubling to my Slavic sense of frugality), but we are only paying for the first two nights—the rest is on the Embassy. The amenities include a picture window from the bathtub out into the room, a view of Green Lake, fruit, candy, and an electronic peephole. Speaking of the bathtub: it has a television.

Green Lake itself is a crazy party. Yesterday morning I went out early to find competing styles of dance, old ladies having their calluses scraped, a choir, a brass band, and at least three minority groups in costume. We are totally unsure if everyone is local or if people are here on holiday (we are still very much in Chinese New Year mode). Most likely it’s some combination.

The park got pretty crowded as the morning wore on, and the exercisers gave way to strollers and children and vendors selling hot dog buns to feed the seagulls (which are apparently paying their annual four month visit from Siberia).

The highlight, I think, was a golden retriever who could do math. His master would say: “Yellow dog: what is 10 minus 2?” And the dog would bark 8 times. The math eventually got complicated enough that I couldn’t follow it. So obviously the dog’s Chinese is better than mine.

From Kunming 1

L was still hibernating in the womb of the hotel, so I set out away from the park and into the city. Oddly, I immediately found myself standing outside a building that looked a lot like the provincial libraries I visited in 2007: big grand entrance stairway, 5 story building, and a taller skinnier closed-stack storage tower behind it. Sure enough: a man confirmed that this was indeed the Yunnan Provincial Library. (I couldn’t quite remember the character for province, and haven’t memorized Yunnan yet—I just remembered that the nan is south.)

Inside, I found more similarities: big atrium, a multi-lingual bas relief sculpture extolling the virtues of learning, and a selection of topical reading rooms. Unlike 2007, not every reading room was overflowing.—except for the self study rooms, which were jam packed with high school-aged students preparing for college entrance exams.

After a quick poke-around, I was very tempted to chat up the foreign-language reading room librarian about what she wished she had learned in library school, but I chickened out. What I did discover was a card catalog! But how useful is an author index when there are about 20 drawers devoted just to Lee?

Continuing on my walk, I explored a couple side streets, went into a cellphone mall (yes, a multi-floor shopping center filled only with cellphone stores), found what I later confirmed to be a blind massage parlor (we went the next morning), and stumbled back to the lake for a snack of chuar and a flatbread stuffed with cabbage and mystery meat. Later in the day, while standing in the hotel lobby discussing the relative merits of fancy-hotel salad bar (avoid the raw un-dressed vegetables) L and my embassy contact gently scolded me for eating street food on my first day in China. I did resist the fried gnocchi-looking things (which were not fried on-site). At dinner I think we identified these as being fried goat cheese. At the restaurant these turned out to be a bit bland, but on the street they come with chili powder. We dredged ours through the buttery garlic sauce that our cabbage came in. Delicious.

Maybe today we’ll try the street version.

L did emerge from the hotel for dinner. We took Lonely Planet’s recommendation and headed to a student hangout near Yunnan University. It was a fantastic meal, totaled less than 1 hotel breakfast buffet, and strengthened our belief in the Lonely Planet. The only drawback was the miniature tables and extremely low ceiling. Or maybe that was atmosphere.

Overall first impressions of Kunming? Lovely. And it is springlike—not just because it’s spring. The air quality so far is better than most of the cities I’ve been to in China. I’m very much looking forward to exploring the city a bit more in the coming days—too bad meetings start tomorrow.

帆风顺。

A friend wrote that as a bon voyage a while back. It had been taped to my kitchen wall. I never did memorize it, but fan feng shun is a good phrase for the week. Google translates it as ’smooth sailing,’ but more literally it means ’sail in the same direction as the wind.’ I have no idea if it’s an old phrase, but I like that ‘may the wind always be at your back’ is a cross-cultural idea.

And the wind has been firmly behind us, as our plan is executing itself nicely. It’s busy, but every task has been getting accomplished. There have yet to be any disasters. And now we are sitting in a hotel waiting for the caretaker of our car to come take us to a hotel closer to the airport. There, we will say goodbye to the stormtrooper wagon (for now) and we’ll hang out for the afternoon and evening before leaving in the morning for Kunming.

I’ve put zero effort into planning tourist activities in Kunming. We are basically going a couple days early just to get over jetlag and to loosen our Chinese tongues. I’ll schedule out the first few weeks of classes too–it will be a good test of my course-planning. Theoretically, I have all the necessary readings on my laptop, and my bibliography is living in the cloud.

The little baby scanner that L talked me into is working great. It’s enabled us to put all sorts of things into the cloud–and I like that. It is making our load lighter, and will greatly improve our bookkeeping. Speaking of which: we appear to be leaving Santa Barbara with our finances mostly intact. In other words: we are almost right on budget.

The next update should be from the eternal spring city. Stay tuned.

(Not) Settling In.

Standard domestic phrase of the week is “It’s only for 5 weeks.”

Of course, now it’s only 4 weeks.  And I suppose we’re going to start saying:  “Oh shit, it’s only 4 weeks!”

4 weeks until we leave the country.

4 weeks until we don’t have an address.

4 weeks before we need to have another residence packed up.

4 weeks before our lives are reduced to 4 packed bags and carry-ons.

4 weeks before we need to be completely virtual.

Would we even try this without the Internet?  Or would it be easier?  I need to talk to my emigrant friends to see how they dealt with all this.

Pulling up stakes.

Our time on the corner of 4th and Polk is coming to an end.  T-minus 7 hours until the movers arrive, and I sit here surrounded by boxes.  This is my 3rd night in a row of 1am.  L will carry the torch across the finish line tonight (as she stuck with her 9pm bedtime the past two nights).

What a good house this has been.  And I think we truly made it a home.  One thing I realized this week as I packed:  when I was having a difficult time at work last year, why didn’t I retreat into the darkroom?  It was right there the whole time.

But no regrets over decisions.  That’s one thing I’ve stuck with for a very long time.  Mistakes are always made, but they are to be learned from, not regretted.  I have mostly succeeded this year in slowing down, taking a breather when necessary, and not taking the job, or life, too seriously.  And I have mostly been rewarded for it.  So even though we are giving up this awesome home (for a while—it’s still our stoner fantasy to retire back to Eugene), we are trading it for a big adventure.

Everything has been pretty smooth this week (knock on the wooden arm of my chair which is going into storage in t-minus 6:54).  The sisters were a huge help — practically the whole kitchen got packed while I was out at the store on Tuesday afternoon.  And while the nieces may have been a distraction, that was probably necessary.  Of course there’s tension.  But there have been no blowups, no drama, and I am wearing only one bandaid.

T-minus 6:50.

The big pack (…and I’m so in the cloud)

Thanksgiving weekend was spent packing up the garage and basement, sorting through the last few clothes I didn’t take care of earlier in the year, and making some last little improvements to get the house ready for renting.  We have a tenant!

One weird aspect of the process is the thought, very much in our heads still, that we’ll be back in the yellow house in 2035 (or whatever retirement age is by mid-century).  I think that’s making it a little easier on our psyches, but packing up still tugs at the heartstrings a bit.  Not only have we spend most of our married lives in this house, but it’s also been an incredibly comfortable place for us.  And a place.  This home and this neighborhood almost embody the concept of place for me at this point.  Last night we sat with friends around the table and talked about the changes that have accompanied Ninkasi and Papa’s opening up.  Earlier in the evening I walked into Sam Bonds looking for one of the owners (I hear they’re looking for a piano)–sure enough, there one sat.  This morning I went for a brisk walk interrupted only with a hug from a neighbor.  It’s a place, not a space.

Don’t get me wrong:  it’s not gloomy.  It’s exciting.  We’re heading off on an extended adventure.  We’re totally on top of our games.

The process of picking up and going to a different country is totally interesting.  We’re not going to have a fixed address for a while.  Our bank accounts are going e-only (with just a backup mailing address in Chicago).  All of our stuff will be in storage (and we’ve got a lot of stuff).  We’re keeping track of what’s done and what’s to do using a wiki.  All of our passwords and account information area in encrypted cloud storage.  We’re about as virtual as we know how to be.  And honestly, I think the only way we could be moreso would be to give away all our stuff and sell the house.  Maybe that’s why we’re so attached to the idea of keeping it for retirement.

This post has been gestating for months now. I’m posting it primarily because I’m sick of seeing it at the top of my list, but I think another discussion of my time here in Santa Barbara is in order.

thunderhead in the valley, fog on the mesa, sunny at the beach

It’s not at all a good Photoshop job, but this was the scene that confronted me on my way home from work one day a while back.  The prevailing winds here seem to swirl in from the west, raking moisture and cool air along the coast.  West is straight behind me here.  You’ll notice a bank of fog coming in–it is actually blanketing the mesa that sits between campus and downtown Santa Barbara.  Goleta Beach, dead center, is clear and warm–along with the rest of the Goleta Valley, which is out of the frame to the left.  The thunderhead on the left edge of the photo is over the hills in the Santa Ynez Valley.  I’m guessing that as the moister, cooler air near the coast gets driven up and over the pass each day  it hits the dry hot air of the valley and the turbulence creates these clouds.  I’ve never actually seen any lightening coming off of them, but it was an extremely mild fire season here, after a couple rough years.

The weather is a constant topic of everyone’s conversation here.   As September  ended, we saw the warmest weekend of the summer.  That made me a bit contemplative, and caused me to organize some summer photos and gather these thoughts together.

Certain things kept calling to me this summer:  preparations for China (and all the opportunities for procrastination that this offers), explorations of my new location, and pining for Eugene and all who are there.

Part of the pining is that alot of my spare time in Eugene had settled into a nice pattern that revolved around the house.  I had a lot of emotional investment in just  puttering around the house.  Just seeing a little something that needed fixing or trimming was enough to get my juices flowing.  Here in California, I’m forced to limit my chores to public spaces.  For example, this blind corner on my bike trail:

Demanded to be opened up.  Really, it was becoming a hazard.  One Sunday afternoon I took up my loppers and took matters into my own hands.  I don’t think it even took an hour to fix things up.

But don’t think I spent all my time on guerilla hedge-trimming activities.  There was plenty else to do.  Two day trips to LA, two long weekends in Eugene, a week in Chicago, almost weekly trips to the farmers market (and a new passion for homemade lemonade), two chances a week at playing tennis, and my 90 minutes a day on the road:  these all add up to an overall feeling of busyness.  And that doesn’t even include the new job!

The market trips and wanderings, including an organized ride, helped to introduce me to the local geography.  When I came to interview I drove up into the chaparral–freshly burned last year.  They were sprouting heartily from the roots, and smaller, opportunistic sun-loving weeds were in abundance.  I remember that pattern well from fire ecology class; I’d just never been in this ecosystem before.  Getting more accustomed to the landscape, I have come to learn that a stretch of my bike ride burned in the late 1980s –and it looks like it is ready to burn again.  CalTrans really should clear some brush.  The railroad tracks and highway come together and cross a creekbed–forming this nice lush brush-choked fire-ready fuel path into town.  It dead-ends near a subdivision.

I figured out somewhere along the way that this is the third city I have learned strictly by bicycle.  Fourth if you include the Chicago of my adulthood–which was pretty different from the Chicago of my childhood.  Biking in Santa Barbara, for me at least, means sticking to the side of the bowl.  One main goal in navigating is not to rise any farther uphill than you need to.  There’s no need to go over the top if you can go around.

The town has a nice choke point too where 2 crosstown paths, three main streets, and the highway all come together.  This makes the bulk of people traveling to-and-from campus and other points west basically go through the same point in space.  Most of them do it on the highway, but there’s a fair group of bikers who I have come to recgnize, as well as the folks who live in this edge-space.  A colleague referred to this, her own neighborhood, as “No-leta” –rhyming it with the recently incorporated suburb of Goleta.  No one quite seems to know exactly where the gerrymandered border of Santa Barbara (which encompasses the airport and campus) exactly lies.  I wonder if it is even contiguous?  Perhaps it is a multi-part polygon.

So space into place:  the only way that process happens is by going out and wandering around and living daily life.  It’s always neat to start that over in unfamiliar surroundings.

Thunder and lightening and bacon wrapped scallops!

My neighbor the smoker, who I always make a point of saying hello to because I assume everyone else here calls me ‘my neighbor the bicyclist,’ just offered my a tupperware full of bacon wrapped scallops.

Hell yes!

Everyone has been admiring the thunder and lightening that has lingered over Santa Barbara the past couple days. It’s made for extra neighborliness, it seems. Or maybe I’ve now been here six months and a critical mass of people know my name.

Anyway: don’t be too impressed. The scallops were initially offered to the single mom downstairs (who I also always make a point of saying hello to because she has offered to drive me to the grocery store), but they would be double (no: triple) jeopardy for her: she’s a kosher vegetarian.

Saturday night I had the opportunity to tell her she’d be fucked in China. You might be able to avoid pig. You might be able to avoid shellfish. You might be able to avoid chunks of flesh (but would have to tolerate chicken stock in most every sauce). But all three? Not even the Buddhist monks, I suspect, can avoid all three.